东 米 发表于 2013-6-5 10:06:10

我爱这些，距我心脏三厘米的桃花

&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;我爱这些，距我心脏三厘米的桃花 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;她本是动辄痴痴 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;知悲知喜 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;睡满晨雾迟迟的低岗。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;盲童洛尔迦，紧抱这树干长大 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 疼哦疼，他的手皮鼓连着树根 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;双耳像荷兰海岸的旧风车呼呼直转 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 内心却洗着谛听的利斧一把 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;命运的斧子高悬，他却羞于相认 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;既是母亲，也是情人 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 合力生下火种 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;既是火种，也是灰烬 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;桃花本是毒药喂红的一双双眼睛 <br><br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;桃花本是天堂的草帽，盛满人间灵魂的 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;一次次沸腾。当斧子劈下 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 春日无端陷于寂静 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;烧吧，烧吧——树下的洛尔迦忽然大哭： <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; “我本是又盲又哑， <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;举步总在虚无间。” <br><br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 桃花灼灼，焚烧百里。我却 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;无法投身其中 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 情欲粗暴，手鼓嘭嘭 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;她距我心脏始终长存三厘米 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;三月七日夜 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;我就爱这些，当洛尔迦在灯焰里缓缓 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;弃鼓长眠&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>（《陈先发诗集》） <br><br><br><br>倾向于毁灭的爱情，倾向于焚烧的 <br>嫉妒 <br>说到底不过是青春的霉斑。 <br>帕子上的题诗终究也要烧掉的， <br>蘸着血的飞灰最先落地。 <br>窗外，明月高悬， <br>三两个戏中的影子，一把孤弦 <br>琴声抬高了路上的积雪。 <br>（林姑娘，陈先发） <br><br>山林有极权般的寂静 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;巨石上蚁队黑亮 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;白云间晃动着先行者的人头 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;像无人摘取的浆果，正凄凉地烂掉 <br><br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;草丛间飞出了蝴蝶 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;无非是姓梁，无非是姓祝 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;他们斑斓的皮 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;像一声苦笑 <br><br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;依我看，这镌刻于山崖上 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 松枝上、寺门上的诗句 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;不过是一些光阴虚掷的痕迹。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;涧泉所吟，松涛所唱，无非是消逝二字 <br><br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;连这暮色的寡淡四拢 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;也合着心灵无限缓慢的节奏。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;仿佛不曾攀援，仿佛是凭空降临这峰顶 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 一次次被掀翻的，莫须有的峰顶。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;1999.10 登天柱山&nbsp;&nbsp;陈先发 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 只有镜子能梦见镜子 <br>&nbsp;&nbsp;只有寂静能维护寂静 <br>&nbsp;&nbsp;………… <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;————博尔赫斯（阿根廷） <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;2 镜子惶恐地张望：当太阳滑入 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;南方小城的喧嚣集市 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;摊贩晃动&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 仿佛 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;是同一张脸。啊，三尺长的闷热 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;多少渴望消于无形………… <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;三点钟。一把刀闪着 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;逼着我们走在阴影里。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 农民，让草帽压紧瞌睡，暂时 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 坠入稀薄之梦 <br><br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 那是第一颗星辰震颤下的凤阳府。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 你连夜打坝 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 昏暗的 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 种植，夏天的一场小洪水将你冲垮。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 我弯腰喊你：父亲 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 地层最哑的种籽， <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 汗水刺瞎了双眼。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 请进市场来—— <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 镜子，照见了你的跌倒 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 而我却站着 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 丧尽了土地又夜夜狂欢。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 4 镜子在衰老 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 她已十年没见到你。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 岩上的、星里的 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 木刻的 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 1983年在仙霞乡，看紫砂岭喷出 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 杜鹃花的你—— <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 夜窗前滑出了斑驳的记忆。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 交叉小径的你 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;深藏十年的花核已难以受孕 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;照耀前额的烈火早成灰烬 <br><br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 如果我有生于昨日的 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;新镜子。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;在细雨无声 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp; 洗涤秋花的栅栏边， <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;你的脸会不会再次闪现？ <br><br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 5 每年秋天，镜子都深一层 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;容纳她的所见 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;容纳从落叶中逃逸的精灵。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 曾有那死而复生的一刹 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 对人间动了怜悯—— <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 曾有巫女蒲剑追回的一缕反光 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;照着村里匍伏的亡魂 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;晚霞边，驸马在兵荒中恸哭 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;手中铜镜仅剩半个 <br><br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;每年秋天，镜子都多一条命 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;多一个影子。 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;夜间独自滴落 <br>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 一片一片，在落叶溅出泪痕 <br>1993.10 <br><br>文章来源：《陈先发诗歌集》?<br><a href="http://www.120.lc/Pedia/xlk/gdz/jb/" target="_blank" title="鉴别">鉴别</a>，<a href="http://www.hljtv.com/ylbk/hpv/jianruishiyouchangzaikouqiangzenmezhiliao/" target="_blank" title="尖锐湿疣长在口腔怎么治疗">尖锐湿疣长在口腔怎么治疗</a>，<a href="http://www.gdzjdaily.com.cn/yyzx/heilongjiang/haerbinzhiliaojianruishiyounajiayiyua/" target="_blank" title="哈尔滨治疗尖锐湿疣哪家医院好">哈尔滨治疗尖锐湿疣哪家医院好</a>，
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